I'm generally a Jack of All Trades, taking some key interest in many hobbies/activities. I enjoy playing Piano and Guitar, Drawing, and working with animals. Music and Reading are often how I relax, while some days I turn to nature for relaxing. My beautiful girlfriend.
Truth is, I’m miserable without you. I miss you, and I’ve not gotten a full night’s sleep since you left. I haven’t gone a single day without crying at least a few times because of the emptiness I feel with you gone. It’s been days without a meal or a genuine laugh, and my heart physically aches. The hair loss has slowed to a stop, and my migraines have become less and less. But I still miss you.
Truth is, I need to stop fighting for you back. I need to stop praying this isn’t the end, that tomorrow is the day. Because that only hurts you.. I can wait a year, I know I can. I can wait because I love you, I can wait because, in a year, the distance won’t hurt you.
I have beautiful and kind friends to help me through this, and a wonderful and loving mother as well. In a month’s time, I won’t be sobbing uncontrollably anymore. In a month’s time, I’ll be able to keep myself from bothering you. I’m sorry for being so weak and constantly trying to get you back, because all that does is hurt you.
You deserve to be happy; we both do.
I love you.